Ever tell yourself you would do something and didn't end up fullfilling it? I'm there. Yesterday my brother called me fat because i had consumed Black Raspberry ice cream, chips, yogurt- innn twenty minutes? lol okay i was a fatty. but i was sad. you know how it is..
So anyways i said to myself "Okay no more eating. You are going to starve for the next few days and see how long you hold out... Right after you finish those sour cream & onion chips." haha. im serious. So today started off well. I hadn't eaten dinner last night from being in a fit of rage, so i knew i had to atleast put something in my stomach- and that was a yogurt. i really like Yoplait; maybe cuz i can say "Yo" orrr it might be because that's what my mom buys. Sooo i ate that and decided that i could make it through those tempting snack periods (aka periods 2 and 3) and lunch if i just kept chewing gum.
Did i tell you it didn't work? 3 pieces of gum before my lunch! and a tired jaw.. That's when my friend offered me some goldfish, and well, i couldn't turn them down (:P) I was sooooo hungry. But i only took like 10 cuz they werent mine. [And it's not like they stayed in me anyways- we pushed our teachers car around the school today (im not kidding..)]
"I can make it for the rest of the day now. phew!"
LIES! all lies. my stomach was growling uncontrollably. i don't know if it was just hungry or sickened by our "SEX" conversation in English. i did find out on the way home from school when i had the worst headache from knawing on mint the whole day.
So far the list is: yogurt (of the strawberry sort), gum, goldfish.
When i got home i opened the cabinet full of treasure and closed it. Opened it. Closed it. 4 times. I even walked into the living room and back to the kitchen to open it again. But i made it to my room. I had fought off the temptations of fattiness! Until i started writing this blog. Maybeee the cravings were just too much and i grabbed some saltines. But atleast i didn't go for the ice cream. :)
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